please dont just pretend to accept me when we both know you dont.
it just makes the pain that much more excrutiating.
i know that you will put up with me, even though you really dont want to.
you know that im well aware of this.
its so ovious- we hold hands but your eyes are traveling around to all the others.
we laugh, but yours is half-hearted.
i know that i am so insignificant to you.
you are oblivious to the fact that you are hurting me.
oh doesnt it make you feel so great inside to know that the one you have-
the one who loves you-
will do anything for you; and that you never have to do a thing for her?
i bet it does.
you use me; but thats okay...
i will just have to let that be another of your little secrets...
